Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in margotpera17's LiveJournal:

Friday, July 18th, 2008
12:05 am	Is it possible to do a low carb vegan diet? (Comment on this)
Monday, June 2nd, 2008
8:54 pm	My mom said her heaviest point in her life was in her 20s, and that is the time when weight fluctuates up and down most despite what u eat, any truth to this? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 20th, 2008
8:18 am	Which sounds better, FAST for 4 days (water, broth, crystal light) walk 30 min-hour Eat only 70 calories or 100 or so in morning or whenever I am hungry, walk 1-1/2 hrs Do 2468, walk/run 20 minutes, and then walk for 1-1/2 hrs My calves suck so I can't really do anything else but walk... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 19th, 2008
10:32 pm	2468 results What are you guys' experience with 2468..I am thinking of starting it but I don't know how affective it will be.. (Comment on this)
5:26 pm	I just kind of "came back" to running..I loathe it but I love the feeling of accomplishment I get, it kind gives me worth..Well, anyway, is it normal to feel exhausted when I run for 10 minutes on and off..I haven't ran since December..I have walked for 90 minutes as my exercise, but now I only run/walk for 20 minutes and my calves HURT..I had to stop and stretch like after every minute I ran..What should I do? It isn't the shoes, I stretch..Also, will I burn enough calories if I do 60 minutes of walking plus 20 minutes of jogging/walking? I have already had 355 calories of Cereal, Broth, Veggies, Better n PB, Salsa and Hummus..GOD I HATE MY FATNESS..I still have to go to dinner with the fam and they wanna talk about my attitude..I do not have an attitude I just hate them...Fuckwads..I plan to go on a walk at 6:30ish so maybe I will just get hit by a car or something.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 29th, 2007
10:30 am	Is it possible to lose 4 pounds in one day? I don't think so..I think my scale must be broken or something..Is there a scale between $20.00-$30.00 that is good to buy? I do not have lots of money..but I know this scale must be wrong. My doctor told me that if I wanted to lose 8 pounds it will take until spring time of next year..Umm..not gonna happen..He said it is b/c my metab is so slow..Does anyone else here have a slow metab from restricting/binge/purging? If you do, please tell me that it doesn't you take 6-8 months to lose 8 pounds? I might kill myself before then.. Maybe I lost 1 pound...but 4? No way! I need a new scale, one that is cheap and trustworthy..Suggestions? (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
2:19 pm	Does anyone have any tips on eating slower? OMG go to waldenfarms.com you can find calorie free pancake syrup..YESSS (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 13th, 2006
8:27 am	Holy fuck! Nothing fits me any more! I just keep gaining and gaining..FUCK..My dad was this morning said, "You are wearing that?" Referring to my Fat-Girl Shorts (the kind that expand) and tank top..I said, "Yes, it is the only thing that fits, until I lose weight that is." He goes, "OH I think you look healthy. But if you wanna lose weight you should this cross fit and blah blah etc..He also added that I was growing due to that little 'stunt' I pulled last year I had stunted my growth. That stunt was Anorexia! NOw I am just bulimic but that is fine b/c I am not THIN fuck that my throat hurts and I am bloated all the time..I want ANA back..I really do (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
1:24 pm	does trimspa work (Comment on this)
12:27 pm	Does anyone know any tips to stop thinking about food/being hungry..of course besides eating that is If u keep restricting do u eventually not get hungry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 6th, 2006
1:44 pm	so fat OMG I am so fat I can't take anymore...Everyone please go here... http://hs.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30004405&op=1&view=all&subj=1502310029&id=1502310061 and please tell me how much weight I need to lose 20 at least please bash me so I get triggered to starve..I am so unhappy being this ugly AND fat..I just want to be thin. Please help me. I think I am going to fast tomorrow..All I have to do is look at that picture and it triggers me to starve..Come on tell me how fat I am...I am so hopeless (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:32 am	Binging caused a ruckus I have the funniest/most embarassing binge story..I was making bread to binge on, put in the oven, and it kind of caught on fire..So I got the dormhead to come put it out, well she had a bunch of other students in her apartment..guys..great..they couldn't stop commenting on how stupid/ignorant I was..My dad does this and I have a problem with men thinking of me as ignorant so I kind of cried a lot...Spent an assload on fucking cheetos and kissables..room is a mess..tried to purge..nothing came up..Life is just really sucking..Fasting won't help..Could someone please tell me if the 2468 diet works for them..I need to know...I want to start it.. Oh..another..this is extremely nasty but I was wondering if anyone can relate..Do you ever dig junk food you threw away out of the trashcan to eat it? cuz i do i am so worthless and fat marghetto (Comment on this)
Monday, February 20th, 2006
3:28 pm	Fuck I am failing English..which sucks because I am usually good in English..but fuck it its too hard..tonight I am going to eating disorder therapy group..yay..what fun. Anywho, do any of you know if diet coke makes u gain weight? I heard somewhere that it does and this what suck if it were true because I live off this shit...Also, is exercising say 3-4 times a week enough to lose weight if I keep on this 2,4,6,8 diet...I would exercise more but I am busy with the play and shit. Love Margot (Comment on this)